Desireless
Gertjan Wijnalda, september 2000

about this song
written in the tiny little period you have after something really bad happens to you when you really think you're so sad. written, really, in search for a way to really say the things i experienced in that given period, without any touchups for lyrics' sake.

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Desireless
(G.L. Wijnalda)

What about showering alone from now on
What about taking care of my thoughts alone

I'm staring at the empty bed
Staring at the bookshelf with the book back on
Staring at the radio playing one of our songs
Even though I changed it my room's still breathing you

Visions of you standing right behind me
Visions of you lying in my bed
Gone is my love, gone is my desire
Since you are gone I'm desireless

I'm staring at the picture where you used to smile
Staring at my piano, the keys I used to play
Staring at a crate with all the letters inside
Staring at your words on paper, all they wanna say

Gone is my mind, my happiness, my luck
Gone is my interest in how I look today
Gone is my love, gone is my desire
Since you are gone I'm desireless