Azure Ink
Gertjan Wijnalda, november 1998, june 1999, january 2000

about this song
it was definitely a haunting song to write. from the first piece of text i wrote back in 1998 to the last line written (it appears to make no sense, until it hits the burned out floor) in 2000, the song was on my memory. it is a conceptual piece that i once tried to explain in a column (dutch) i wrote, which was nearly impossible since this song really wrote itself.

one of the feelings behind the song is revealed in the last word - neglection.

listen to it   [ realaudio ]
there's still no final mix that really captures the complete feeling of the song, which is the most important thing that a recording for, especially this song, should have..

Azure Ink
(G.L. Wijnalda)

I. Abandoned Writers Desk

I once spilled some ink on our matters
Once, my blood turned into ink
To write down what it had to say
And so it does again

And off the table-edge
Falls a drop of Azure Ink
A drop of writer's blood
A drop of writer's blood

II. Another Sense

There's a certain reflection in your eyes
And I believe our eyes reflect
The memories in our minds

Believe in magic
'Cause we once experienced it
Believe in everything
That gives the world its color
Believe in miracles
'Cause you're one - you are

All my daydreams are disasters
Rivers burn, men run backwards

And off the table-edge
Falls a drop of Azure Ink
It appears to make no sense
Until it hits the burned out floor
A drop of writer's blood
A drop of writer's blood

III. Fountain

We walked into a fountain
Water splashes against the rocks
There must be places where they fall to bits
It's written in the sea, where everything knows

Chorus

IV. Breakdown

And finally, the drop hits the floor
And it reveals a picture of a broken man
Trying to get back
To where he once belonged

Are you enjoying your freedom?
Isn't it too boring to haven't got a goal in life
But one to defend?
Hope you're happy now
With everything you've always had
And so much more

Wait a minute - did I really say that?

No, I once spilled some ink on our matters
Once, my blood turned into ink
To write down what it had to say
I wonder .. nevermind

Chorus

The pen that helped me writing
It will never, it will never
No it never will be used again

V. Neglection of June

Her black beauties roam for June angels
S o far from home for a love lost
A faded picture to tread lightning
To ink the lavender skies

The blood turned to ink
And spelled 'neglect'